A Very Hard Day

 A rough night, hardly any sleep, a combination of steroids and an unruly patient making too much noise, I can't understand why you would choose to be abusive to Nurses and Healthcare Assistants, some people are just thick.

Even more emotional today, I have woken up to an extremely swollen face.


I can just about see, I'm not taking this well, I close the curtains around my bed and shut myself away ,curl up on the bed and cry.

I refuse breakfast, a brew and I just want to be alone. It isn't until the nurse comes in and needs to do my obs that I show anyone my face, she fetches the doctor who checks me out and orders me onto another steroid, again via IV to deal with the swelling, I'm devastated, I'm swollen from fluids and more fluids is not what I want but I have to trust them.

I keep getting myself into a state but when I cry it feels as if my tears are just going back in or staying in my eyes, I know I need to try and stay strong but I'm struggling, massively. 

Another visit from Medical photography, to show dermatology and to add to the case study, I'm not at my most photogenic but I give it my best shot.

Dermatology want to take a biopsy of my rash tomorrow, that's at a different hospital so it'll either be a trip in an ambulance or a taxi.

I can move this swelling around, it's weird, like.my face is a bag of thick slime, at least I can move it away from my eyes, the Nurse says that it's a good sign because it means it's breaking up or being absorbed. 

I've had some cream prescribed to try and soothe my skin, no temperature today which is positive. 

At least when the wife visits it's clear that the swelling is going down/moving away from my face.

I apply this cream I've been prescribed but 20 minutes later I have to get to the shower to wash it off because it feels like it's burning.

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